Dream as if you'll live forever

live as if you'll die today



Wednesday, March 30, 2011



Turn myyy swaaaaag on take a look in e mirror say whatsup whatsup whatsup



I'm excited for April already!!! Love you guys xoxoxo

Sunday, March 27, 2011

I still have those nights, sometimes

And I'm still stuck in reverse. Ah life is grand, I'm emailing Yousif whilst he's in UK moving into a full time law firm I'm going to complete this course and leave this ordeal peace I go hard I fight hard I love hard.

Ive been single for the longest time and it finally dawned on me that everyone else is moving along and Im only running in circles. Its time, its already time. Time to give myself a chance to relive the good ol days when all that mattered were family and friends. I gotta quit living in the past.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

When people walk out of our lives we are usually left with these gaping holes we find ourselves desperately trying to fill sometimes with anything or anyone, for even just one night or a few months or some wasted years thinking that will fix it all and make it go away

But it never really does because you can't replace one with the other it just doesnt work like that. The only thing you can do is wait for the hole to fill on its own time, space and distance while you make room elsewhere in your heart for the potential happiness with someone else someone more permanent some who will be worth it



A couple of years had passed between us, and the subtle differences in him struck me. He didn’t look old, but it was as if his youthful face was giving delicate hints as to the man he would be in ten years, in twenty. It was a nod to the life I may have had.



Sunday, March 13, 2011
Solid

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I came across these pictures while trying to empty the trash

Its been a good year, well almost, since he fell off the face of the Earth in terms of my life. I don't think of him anymore. I almost deleted every trace of him out of my life. I don't miss him, I'm missing a feeling

I miss being stabbed from the front by disappointment.